when i think of you

i lose my breath

then i find it as if it was never gone

like fumbling for the keys

while they're in the ignition

or looking for my phone while it's in my hand

like im about to go on stage to sing for the first time

at a junior high evening concert

in fort saskatchewan

scared shitless

vulnerable

about to vomit

my late lunch ready for a negotiation

the deal is done

id rather throw up than be anywhere else

love takes guts